midway thru

Umm lets see what day I'm on...Day 15, just checked.  Amazing day today, as I hit my NEXT BIG GOAL!  I've dropped under 175!  I'm at 174.2.  I can't believe it.  I still haven't set a final goal for this round b/c I'm afraid to fail.  Right now I'll just be happy to be under 170 at the end, being that that's wedding weight.  I have til the 29th, so I think I can do it, since I'm at 174.2 now.  I'm hopeful :)

Under 225
Under 220
Under 215
Under 210
Under 205
First BIG Goal:  Under 200  Aug 9th
Under 195
Under 190
Under 185 (Ugh, these two 185 and 180 were already MET, but I gained them back, sooooo, were back at it again.)
Under 180
Second BIG Goal Under 175
Under 170
BIG goal 165

Update

Ok well I'm happy so far...Started on 1.4.14.  Good date, 1414...ha.  Anyways...BIG goals were I got rid of 185 and I'm back under 180 so that means I'm back to 50 lbs loss.  Thank God.  I'm afraid to even give myself a goal for the end of my round...for fear of failing it.  I know I want to hit 175 which I WILL do.  I'm at 179 now.  But do I DARE say 165 by Jan 29th or just do 170 for fear of failure?

Ugh.  Well, I'm gonna be happy either way but holy crap 165 I'd die!  I'd weigh what Tiffany and Charla weigh!!! I'm afraid to hope for that tho.  That's another 14 lbs by months end.  I mean, ya it's possible..but yikes.  I'm just shooting for 175 next!   My BIG SUPER DUPER goal will be 170 b/c thats what I got married at...wow and i'm 9 lbs from that.

Under 225
Under 220
Under 215
Under 210
Under 205
First BIG Goal:  Under 200  Aug 9th
Under 195
Under 190
Under 185 (Ugh, these two 185 and 180 were already MET, but I gained them back, sooooo, were back at it again.)
Under 180
Second BIG Goal Under 175
Under 170
BIG goal 165

At it again

So Oct didn't go well.  I just gave up.  I didn't have the motivation.  I hope I got it back now.  Mom and Dad are treating us to a vacation this year and DJ and Lizzy are going too.  SOOOOO my motivation is to look 100% better than her.  I gained some of my weight back from all this damn holiday shit, about 10 lbs total, which with what I've eaten, I'll take it.  So, here we go again...

Goals:  I started at 188.4.  I'd LOVE to see 170.  My STRETCH goal is 165.  Doubt that will happen, but that is what it is.  It's a new year, so who knows, right?  I'm debating after this round going Paleo.  We shall see.  

Under 225
Under 220
Under 215
Under 210
Under 205
First BIG Goal:  Under 200  Aug 9th
Under 195
Under 190
Under 185 (Ugh, these two 185 and 180 were already MET, but I gained them back, sooooo, were back at it again.)
Under 180
Second BIG Goal Under 175
Under 170
Round 3 goal 165