i am horrible

Ugh.  I've been such a slacker.  Ok.  So after P3 started I tried to add in some things.  Oatmeal.  Nope, no go.  I gained.  Right away.  So, I've spent the last week working it back off.  I was at 186.8.  Gained 2 lbs.  Today I got back to 186.2.  Kinda pissed me off.  My goal NOW for vacation is 180.  I know there is NO way I'll hit 175.  So I'll be happy with 180.  PLUS that will be 50 lbs!  So, I have NO further update with my drops really.   We leave for vacation on the 21st...I can't wait!

Under 225
Under 220
Under 215
Under 210
Under 205
First BIG Goal:  Under 200  Aug 9th
Under 195
Under 190
Under 185 (hoping by the end of Monday or Tuesday!!!!)
Under 180
Second BIG VACATION GOAL:  175