Update

Ok well I'm happy so far...Started on 1.4.14.  Good date, 1414...ha.  Anyways...BIG goals were I got rid of 185 and I'm back under 180 so that means I'm back to 50 lbs loss.  Thank God.  I'm afraid to even give myself a goal for the end of my round...for fear of failing it.  I know I want to hit 175 which I WILL do.  I'm at 179 now.  But do I DARE say 165 by Jan 29th or just do 170 for fear of failure?

Ugh.  Well, I'm gonna be happy either way but holy crap 165 I'd die!  I'd weigh what Tiffany and Charla weigh!!! I'm afraid to hope for that tho.  That's another 14 lbs by months end.  I mean, ya it's possible..but yikes.  I'm just shooting for 175 next!   My BIG SUPER DUPER goal will be 170 b/c thats what I got married at...wow and i'm 9 lbs from that.

Under 225
Under 220
Under 215
Under 210
Under 205
First BIG Goal:  Under 200  Aug 9th
Under 195
Under 190
Under 185 (Ugh, these two 185 and 180 were already MET, but I gained them back, sooooo, were back at it again.)
Under 180
Second BIG Goal Under 175
Under 170
BIG goal 165