Hi hi! Another happy update! I'm at 201.6 today! 201.6!!!! 1.7 from my first BIG goal. I know I wanted it before the wedding, and ya it sucks I didn't get it before then, but I don't know that it was a realistic goal. Mehh, oh well, its coming! I have til Saturday which is my first loading day. I've been dropping about 4 or 6 oz a day. I hope I drop more on my drops tho b/c honestly I'll be eating more on the drops than I have been lately. Just not hungry and I'm fine w that lol
Chris started his new job today and gets off in 2 hours. I slept in and went on a hr long walk, walked for 3 miles. I got lost but thanks to my map on my cell phone I figured out where I was lol
Not too much to update today :)
Under 225
Under 220
Under 215
Under 210
Under 205
First BIG Goal: Under 200
Nothing really to update buuuuuuuuuut I did drop again. I get that I shouldn't be...but I am. I just have no appetite b/c of this headache medicine. I'm at 203.2 as of this AM. I REALLY want to get to 199.9 before I go back to my drops, but I dunno if I will PLUS when I load I'm sure I'll go back up over even if I do go down that low.
Chris seems to be paying more attention to me lately, and I'm not sure if its because I told him of my fear of him leaving me or what. We seem to be getting along really well. I was worried w us being off for almost 2 weeks that we would wanna kill each other lol
He starts his new job Monday and I'm excited for him. He won't get the option to leave early so that means FULL paychecks EVERY week! Yaaaaa! I will be asking for OT as well b/c he will be m-f and there is no point in me being home when he isn't and we are going on vacation the end of September.
I'm really worried about NOT losing once I go back on the drops because of not eating alot when I'm on P3, but I guess we will see. I'm TRYING to eat more. I had a shake today, and turkey roll-ups tonight for dinner w/ cheese stuffed in them. I also got milk to put in my shakes to bump up my fat/calorie intake.
I can't get over the fact that I am 3.3 lbs from being UNDER 200 lbs. I'm going to be so excited when that happens. I may take a picture of the scale at that point lol My P3 is supposed to end August 2nd so THAT is when I would LOVE to be at 199.9.
Chris has also dropped under 300, so proud of him :)
That's it for tonight!
Under 225
Under 220
Under 215
Under 210
Under 205
First BIG Goal: Under 200.
I met my next goal! Under 205. Not sure if I will maintain it, but you can bet I'm going to try. Chris had his surgery Wednesday and is already down 10 lbs. Still terrified for us. I'm hoping because we met umm normal, got thick, got married smaller, then got fat, now are getting smaller together, that we will be ok...
Today I had my left over pizza from last night that I made and I had a protein shake for dinner w some strawberries too. Had 23 grams of protein in it.
Under 225
Under 220
Under 215
Under 210
Under 205
First BIG Goal: Under 200.
Ok so I'm a horrible slacker.
I'm now in P3. I'm hovering at between 206.6 and 207. I'm also going w Chris tomorrow for his Gastric Bypass surgery. I feel like he is going to lose all this weight, and I am going to be this fat blob the rest of my life. I tried looking on line about how to be supportive to your spouse when they have this done and it pretty much said there is a 65% divorce rate for people who have it done. 65%. They say that the fat version of you settles for what you think you deserve and you "take what you can get", but when you lose weight you realize other people will want/need you so you leave that person you took just to "HAVE someone". Great. I guess all I can do is be supportive and try to lose the weight myself. I don't know WHY I'm annoyed with what I've lost. I mean it's 23 lbs! I remember w/ WW and I lost I THINK 65 total and that was from...Ummm Feb tooooooo, I wanna say like May of the NEXT year. And this is 23 in ONE month, so Erin, QUIT bitching. I have my huge goal for vacation. My goals still are the same. And obviously still sitting still.
Under 225
Under 220
Under 215
Under 210
Under 205
First BIG Goal: Under 200. Which I didn't meet for the wedding. I didn't even meet the under 205. I'd LOVE to get under the 205. Maybe over the next few days b/c I'll be running around a lot. I dunno, I know I'm not supposed to worry about losing right now bc I'm on P3.
I keep saying I'm going to start walking tomorrow. Then the next day. Then the next. Then...you get it. So ya. I also want to get a bike, but I don't wanna spend more than 50.00. Maybe payday, I dunno.
Well, trying to make it a early night being that we have to be IN Cleveland at 6 am. Yawn. Off to bed soon I hope.
Today I'm relaxing. I'm not doing anything. I slept in. I had a good weigh in. I was GONNA invite mom over, but that would involve me cleaning up and I have NO desire to do that so I may just go over there lol
Onnnnnnnnnnto the good stuff. I'm now at 208.2! Almost squeaked past 208 lol I lost 1.6 so if I could do that again tomorrow I'd blow by 207. Gahh. I'm gonna make the same foods for today as I did yesterday and pray lol
The great thing was I really ENJOYED my food yesterday. I had a apple for "breakfast" in the early afternoon at work, came home for lunch, had a smoothie put my spinach in it, so there was my fruit, my veggie and my protein. Then for dinner I had chicken chili and it had tomatoes in it and I had strawberries w stevia on it before bed. I added cayenne pepper to the chili which last time I did not but also last time it was beef and not chicken so I dunno.
I'm super excited how this first round has gone down. And I'm excited but nervous to start P3.
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Forgot to add these
Under 225
Under 220
Under 215
Under 210
Under 205
First BIG Goal: Under 200 for the wedding
Oooooooook! So Today, were at 210.2. Not amazingly thrilled with that, but obviously I'll take it. I was REALLY hoping to be at 209.9 by now. I think my problem is I need to remember its only been 2 1/2 weeks. Not months. So I need to be patient.
So. Goals.
Under 225
Under 220
Under 215
Under 210(hoping this will be tomooooooooooorrrow!)
Under 205
First BIG Goal: Under 200 for the wedding
Then we move on to the next round of goals. Mom, Chris and I are planning a vacation here in September so I REALLY SOOOOOO SOO SO badly want to be at 175 when we go. That is September 21st. The funny part is, my R2P3D21 will be the DAY before we leave for vacation, so, I wonder during that maintenance time if I can work a little harder at losing, since I KNOW I won't be going right back on the drops after my Phase 3 like I will this time. I'll have to ask Amanda.
I do have a new picture.
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